Liebster Award

                                        

 

 

 I am excited to receive the Liebster Award from Maddy at  Media Junkie Jungle

 

The Rules of the Liebster Award are as follows:
1. Thank/link the person who nominated you
2. Answer the questions from your nominator
3. Nominate 11 bloggers who have less than 200 followers (link them)
4. Create 11 new questions for your nominees
5. Notify your nominees through social media/blogs.

Questions from Maddy
1. What is your favorite thing to blog about?
2. What is the most difficult thing about blogging?
3. What else do you do besides blogging?
4. What is one item you would splurge on?
5. What are you looking forward to the most in 2015?
6. Who is the person you admire most and why?
7. What do you do to relax after a long day?
8. What is your favorite kind of food?
9. What is your favorite genre of music?
10. Who would you want to play you in a movie about your life?
11. What is the biggest obstacle you have overcome in the last few years?

1. My favorate thing to blog about is my Journey of dealing and healing from my mother's death. However lately I've really been enjoying doing Product Reviews.

2. The most difficulty thing about blogging is "keeping to fresh" sometimes I feel like I need to spice it up and come up with new topics. But then I rememeber that people are following me on my journey and like to know how I am doing and that is comforting.

3. Besides blogging, I work at the hotel on our base. I am a crafter and have started to sell my stuff. I am a MaryKay Consultant. Wife and furmommy, we are currently trying to get pregnant.

4. 1 item I would splurge on.... can i choose 2 lol. I really want a heat press but also want a blasting cabinet. So I keep going back and forth on which to get first. They arent cheap lol

5.In 2015 I am looking forward to the most is peeing on a stick and see it say I am pregnant. Yeah i know it will happen when it happens but I really hope it happens soon for us.

6. The person I admire most is my daddy. I admire him cuz through all of this heartache he is making it out, which shows me that he is stronger than I ever thought possible through this time. Which shows me it is possible for me to get through this.

7. To relax after a long day, I do a few things, i will either craft or lay on the couch eating snacks lol.

8. my favorite kind of food is easy MAC & CHEESE!!!!! OMNOMNOM

9. Favorite genre of music is Country of course.

10. Who would play me in a movie about my life, man this is hard.......... I'd probably have to say Amanda Seyfried.

11. My biggest obstacle that ive overcome, is rather corny but its true. Know my worth, and that i deserve an amazing man. Once I learned that one came into my life, my husband.


My nominees!

Kali at Adventures With Baby
Heather at My Life, Our Life
Shelby at Addicted to His Grace
Amanda at The B's
Haley at Haley & Trent
Victoria at Vic for Real
Brittney at The Military Wife Life
Alejandra at Munchkins and Military
Britney at Live Love Army Life
Erica at Whimsical September
Brandi at Safety in His Arms

Now to my Questions.

1. What is something you feel strongly about?
2. Something you always thinl "what if" about
3. Five weird things about you
4. How you hope your future will be like
5. Something that you miss
6. Something you are proud of
7. Where you'd like to be in 10 years.
8. If you had a million dollars what would you do with it?
9. A moment you were most satisfied with your life
10. Hobbies and interests?
11. Five pet peeves

January Bark Box Review

We started to get the dogs a bark box.
What is Bark box?

When you sign up for BarkBox, every month you will receive a box in the mail with four or more carefully selected products and presents for your dog – anything from toys, bones and all-natural treats to hygiene products and innovative new gadgets!

If your dog is begging for more or you want to gift a favorite item to a friend, we’ll give you exclusive opportunities to order more products at a great rate.

A portion of profits from each box will go to help doggies-in-need. To learn more about our causes, read about our giving program.

Whether you’ve known your furry friend for years or have a new special canine in your life, BarkBox is the monthly necessity for keeping your pup entertained and feeling well loved.

Plans Range from the size of your dog. 

We do the "just right" (20-50lbs) since we have 2 dogs that are on the opposite ends of the spectrum for size. so to give you an idea of the price i will break this plan down Mind you depending on the size of the dog you have and plan you choose the prices will vary

month to month $29

3 months $24/per box

6 month $21/per box

12 months $19/per box

However if you choose any of the plans the total price is due upon signing up so for us it made more since to do the month to month. Yes it costs a bit more in the long run, but lets face it I'm cheap and to see that lump come out at once i would go crazy. 

If you'd like to sign up hers my code, and you can get $10 off with it. When i signed up i got $10 off plus a free box. 

Now onto this months products. 

1. Adorable Snowman By BarkMade - The Adorable Snowman is a BarkBox exclusive that will grunt his way into your pup's heart! He has a squeaker that is for sure going to win over your dog. $9 Roo had this little cutie tore open within minutes, I stitched him back because Roo wanted his snowman back and kept chasing me until he got him back.

2. Squeaky Icicle by Dex and Penny -Pups say, “a stick for me that’s not from a tree?!” This is a stick your pup is sure to pick! Dogs can play, tug and chew with this durable toy that squeaks when it’s squeezed. Fetch just got more fun! $11 My dogs love toys that you can throw and they can catch however they dont care to much for giving them back so you can do it again lol. and when this hits the ground it makes a squeak that they love.

3. Deer Chews By Etta Says- Crunchy, Delicious, protein packed. Great for picky chewers and pups with sensative stomachs. $4  As you can tell by the picture Duke loved this treat.

4. Off-Leash Stix by Complete Natural Nutrition - Made of all natural turkey and pumpkin from Candada! This grain free chew is great for keeping your pup's teeth clean and breath fresh. $9 These things actually smell good! They were so excited to try a new treat, I am thinking i am gonna have to buy another pack to have on hand.

5.Wild Alaskan Salmon Jerky Treat by Puppy Love - Wild Alaskan Salmon is the #1 ingredient. Soft, meaty, and chewy, these will satisfy the palettes of the most discerning pups. $11  As you can tell by the pic Roo could hardly wait for me to open up the pouch. These do howeve have a weid smell but then again I don't like the smell of fish.

We absolutely love the Bark Box and are so glad that our furbabies get mail once a month. Now to find a reasonably priced subscription box for our cat. 

Living Angels

"When we think of angels we think of beautiful beings with wings. This is not always the case; there are angels who walk among us on earth that are real people with a mortal body. These wonderful people seem to be sent from above and are just what we need at the moment we need them." - wikihow. This quote speaks volumes for this post.

So we all know that I was on the fence with moving to Washington for so many reason. Well I'm gonna talk about one of those reasons. I was concerned with moving because I didn't know anybody here. Yes I know shocker a person like me who has a bunch of twitter followers doesnt know one person stationed here. Ok thats a lie I know one person up near Seattle, but I'm talking about closer to where I am in Washington. Yes I joined the spouse fb pages for this base, but lets face it in this day and age there quite a few "mean girls" as spouses (I'm not saying everyone is a mean girl so don't start twisting my words). And yes I understand some people are warry of meeting new people.

A few days before arriving we got a house so I posted on one of the pages to see if I could get pictures. And low and behold my new neighbor welcomed me to the neighborhood. I assumed nothing would come of it, that she was just being "nice" that I pretty much wouldnt hear from her ever again. Yes I know the age old saying when you "assume" you make and ass out of you and me. Harharhar. Anyways I assumed that due to thats what I have experienced lately with spouses. (again I am not saying that is everyone, hell I have met some amazing spouses like Julie, Caroline, Julia, ect.) Yes I know that kinda sounds contradicting to what I'm saying, but I promise I have a point. I wasnt experiencing that welcomeness so far here. Things have completely changed from when I was younger and it was a "family" now it seems "every man for themselves"

Anyways let me get back on track. So once we left builiting (temporary housing for those that don't know military slang) we werent getting our household goods for another few days. We had an air mattress and of course we didnt have the pump. So I posted on the spouse page asking if anyone had one we could borrow for a few days. Who answers...... my wonderful neighbor! Well a few weeks had past before there was any other type of communication. Then one day I get a weird FB message asking if i would help her out and get a MaryKay facial. So I said sure why not. The rest is history.

I am totaly grateful for my neighbor, Lisa, without her I dont think I would be as ok with being here as I am. And through her I have met some other great and amazing spouses. What I am about to say next some people will call me crazy but its whole heartedly how I feel. Lisa has told me on so many occasions that she normaly doesnt come to new people the way she did with me, that she has to "warm up" to them, that she has no idea what made her do it. Well in my heart of hearts I feel as if it was mama that made her do it. I feel like mama found the best person for the job and pushed her. Lisa is litaraly my living angel!!!!!
 

My Own Personal Nightmare

*This post is going to be a bit all over the place*

Lately I have been finding myself replaying that fateful day over and over again. Everything is so real like I'm right back there. I am not meaning to do this. My brain is automatically doing it. I figure it has to do with the fact that we are getting closer the the day.

I can be doing anything and all sudden I can hear my daddy telling me I need to get to the hospital. The next thing I know I'm pulling in the parking lot only to find out mama didn't make it.

I keep having this uneasy feeling. Its the start of the nightmare. When I notice it I try to make my mind think of something else. Sometimes it works sometimes not so much.

Going to the grief group seems to help me. I talked about my personal nightmare the other day and its comforting knowing that others have felt this when they come up on the year "anniversary"

Speaking of why is it call "anniversary"? I find that word to be unfitting. In my eyes anniversaries are something to celebrate. But death isnt something to celebrate. Whoever came up with this has a twisted thought process.

So since we are coming up on the 1year mark, I decided to do something to honor mama. I made a facebook event for it.

MAR

04

light up the sky in memory of Robin

All the details are on the event, it is a public even so everyone is more than welcome to join.

If you are able to participate it's simple just get paper lanterns and release them in honor of my mama! Take pictures and post them.

 

 

 

GreenForce Labs NO2 Preworkout Review

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Recently I received GreenForce Labs NO2 Preworkout to test. So I gave them to my husband to use. He has been using them for a little over two weeks now. First I will go over the product details itself then I will give my husband's review for the product.

About the Product

Greenforce Labs’ NO2 Pre-Workout Supplements contain a specialized blend of ingredients and dosages that have been individually selected based on scientifically proven results to ensure that you get the most out of your workout. Some of our unique ingredients include L Arginine, L Ornithine, and L Citrulline, which have been shown to increase nitric oxide levels, support muscular energy, and delay fatigue. In addition, Beet Root Extract has been shown to enhance exercise performance and reduce fatigue, while Niacinamide and Caffeine boost energy levels for maximum drive.



Designed Specifically for:
Intense Energy and Focus
Maximized Performance
Explosive Power
Insane Pumps
Increased Endurance



Our Ingredients Include:
Vitamin B-3
Vitamin B-12
Caffeine
L-Arginine
L-Ornithine
L-Citrulline
Beet Root Extract

Learn About the Brand

GreenForce labs is an online distributor of supplements designed to improve your workout and help you achieve your goals. At GreenForce, we strive to bring you the highest quality supplements with no fillers or junk ingredients. All of our products are All Natural, Made in the USA, and GMP certified, so you know that you’re getting the strength, composition, quality, and purity displayed on the label.

So onto my husband's review. As for visual results he hasnt seen much of a difference. However physical/internal results are different. He has noticed that his muscle recovery time is signifacantly less. He seems to have more energy for the gym.
Pros- great muscle recovery, increased blood flow, and boosts of energy.

Cons- only thing that stinks about is that it's pills. I'd probably but it again after im done with the bottle if it was in powder form to mix with water.

My Winter Must Haves



                                        

 

 

 

 

1. The North Face Women's St Vixen Jacket - Bringing together the classic, rugged flair of yesterday and cutting-edge technology of today, this down-insulated snowsports jacket is meticulously constructed to withstand extreme mountain conditions. The waterproof, breathable, fully seam sealed HyVent exterior and Kevlar reinforced abrasion at shoulders will weather any storm. I however have an older style with a color that cant be found any more. Mine is pink and turquoise, I also have a "kangaroo pocket" on the chest, with a hood.  

2. Disney The Little Mermaid Ariel Pom Beanie - Disney The Little Mermaid Ariel Pom Beanie | Large knit ombre pom beanie with embroidered Ariel shell design on fold-over. Lets face it i had to have something Disney related.


3. Baby Lips Dr. Rescue Lip Balm - Moisturizing Lip Care - Maybelline.. Baby Lips Dr. Rescue Lip Balm Moisturizing, Medicated Lip Care by Maybelline. Delivers long-lasting hydration to soothe & soften for healthy, comfortable lips. Being here in Washington my lips are not happy with this weather. Ive tried other products to help soothe my lips but as of right now this is my go to.

4. UGG AUSTRALIA Suede Bailey Button Boots - A stylish twist on a venerable classic, the UGG Australia 'Bailey Button' boot is a welcome addition to your cold weather casual wardrobe. Crafted from black twin-faced sheepskin and featuring exposed seams, reinforced heel, traction outsole and signature UGG label. Wooden button and elastic band closure. Fleece-lined for superior warmth and comfort. Traditional mid-calf height. Truly versatile, perfect for pairing with everything from skinny jeans to yoga pants to miniskirts. 100% Suede. 

In My Purse

Lets face it as much as women deny having "everything but the kitchen sink" in their purses, we pretty much do lol.

I go through stages where I will use nothing but a wristlet to having a messanger bag style purse. And we all know how much stuff can fit in those. So right now what do I have in my purse?.

 

 

1. Baby Lips Dr. Rescue Lip Balm - Moisturizing Lip Care - Maybelline..  Baby Lips Dr. Rescue Lip Balm Moisturizing, Medicated Lip Care by Maybelline. Delivers long-lasting hydration to soothe & soften for healthy, comfortable lips. Being here in Washington my lips are not happy with this weather. Ive tried other products to help soothe my lips but as of right now this is my go to.

 

2.  iPhone 5c 16GB Rosa- Color makes a statement and reveals your personality. And iPhone 5c comes in five unlike-anything-else colors. Add one of the six Apple-designed cases (sold separately), and it quickly goes from colorfully cool to impossible to ignore. Of course when I upgraded we all know I had to get the pink one.

 

3. o.b. Original Tampons Super Plus absorbency- o.b.® Super Plus has you covered during a heavy flow! o.b.® tampons are designed to stop leaks by expanding all around to custom-fit the shape of each woman. FLUIDLOCK® grooves also guide fluid into the tampon’s core for up to 8 hours of leak protection. Lets face it when you are person that has just come off of birth control your cycle is all over the place, so you must always be prepared for Aunt Flow. (sorry daddy for the TMI, but if you made it this far after seeing the picture then thats on you lol)

 

 

4. Reese's Peanut Butter Cups- Nothing goes together better than creamy milk chocolate and REESE’S peanut butter! Except maybe REESE’S Peanut Butter Cups and your refrigerator. So start chilling out with the perfect combo today! OMNOMNOM is all I have to say (Nikki i know you're hearing me say it lol)

 

 

5. Splendid Emi-Jay Hair Ties - I love these hair ties!!!! They never leave that dreaded indent, so you can go from having your hair up to having it down so easily.

 



6. Sharpie Fine Point Pink Pen Permanent Marker Pen - Fade and water resistant. Quick-drying ink. AP certified nontoxic formula. Use Sharpie Permanent markers to write on most surfaces. Lets face it you always have to have something to write with, why not make it colorful and brighten your day.

7. Kindle Paperwhite - Unlike reflective tablet and smartphone screens, the latest Kindle Paperwhite reads like paper—no annoying glare, even in bright sunlight.  I love my paperwhite!!!! Since getting it for Christmas I am already midway on my 3rd book. Its so compact and lightweight I dont have to worry about lugging around big books anymore.

Goals for 2015

                             

So since its a new year I wanted to make a list of goals for this year. Im not using the words "New Years Resolutions" because left face it come Feburary 1st those will be dropped like a bad habit. 

• have a baby

• get back into running

• train for a Disney marathon (let's face it that one might turn into a 5yr goal)

• bring new products into my online store

• pass my national certifications (I'd be happy with just barely passing at this point)

• go to Leavenworth

• go to Seattle 

• go to a beach!!! (I miss actual beaches!!  And no Lisa these are not beaches here!)

• make it a point to photograph more (most of you probably don't know that's what I originally went to school for)

• get a heatpress

• get a blasting cabinet 

Lightening Rod of Hate

This week I went to my first group counseling. I have so many emotions going on. I feel like it was good that I went. I feel like I can finally breath. I'm not gonna say that I feel like weight was lifted and that everything is going to be easy now because that would be a lie. The weight was not lifted and I don't think it ever will be. However I will get stronger and in turn the weight won't be as heavy. 

So I figured there was no time like the present to get this out there. For those that have gone through a death you know exactly what I am meaning, for those that haven't I will try to word everything the best that I can. 

Through all of this I have been angry, hurt, scared and way more emotions. When you are feeling those things you end up having angry outbursts. Who do you normally have those one, more than likely your spouse or someone equally as close. In my life it was my husband. For months on end I used him as my "lightening rod of hate", I pushed him away. The best way I could explain why is because I didn't (still don't somethimes) feel like I don't deserve to be happy. How could I be happy?!, My mama is gone. 

I am not perfect nor have I ever tried to be. There is no such thing as "perfect" but that's a whole other topic. 

I have finally realized that this is not what mama would have wanted. She would want me to be happy. She loved(s) A, and why wouldn't she, he's utterly amazing. Throughout all this he hasn't taken the easy way and just walked out. 

So here and now I want to say I am sorry that I have been a "bitch" to you throughout all this. I cannot promise that there won't be times where I have a set back and I push you away. I can however promise that with time they will be few and far between and eventually over time will stop. I love you to the moon and back 

Hair Growth Vitamins plus DHT blocker

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So I cut my hair over a year ago thinking "Oh my hair grows fast, it will be long again in no time", yup that totally didnt happen. I have been in that dreaded awkward hair growth stage for damn near a year now. I have tried everything under the sun and nothing has really help until now!!!! And of course stupid me forgot to take progress pics. I have been using this product for a little over a week now and im already starting to notice changes. My hair normaly falls out in clumps in the winter time. Yes i still have hair that falls out but not nearly as much, so in turn makes my hair fuller. It is becoming more managable and softer. I am even now able to do a little side braid!!!! That's a big thing for me!!!

I still do my coconut oil mask once a week. To help keep moisture in my hair.

About the Product

Zenwise Labs Hair Growth Vitamins formula contains our distinct blend of 27 ingredients, including 5000 mcg of Biotin, that promote hair growth and overall hair health. This formula also provides essential vitamins and antioxidants to address deficiencies that have been shown to cause hair loss.

Our all Natural formula can be used to:
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Stimulate Hair Growth
Address Vitamin Deficiencies Associated with Hair Loss

Key Ingredients:
Biotin
MSM (Methyl Sulfonyl Methane)
Grapeseed Extract
Saw Palmetto
Pumpkin (Seed-Curcubita Pepo)(4:1)
Gotu Kola (Herb-Centella Asiatica) (4:1)
Ginkgo Biloba (Leaf)
L-Lysine Hcl
L-Proline
Kelp
Citrus Bioflavanoids
Nettle (Leaf-Urtica Dioica)
Catalase
Resveratrol

Learn About the Brand

ZenWise Labs is an online distributor of supplements designed to improve your everyday life. Our Goal is to dramatically enhance the health of our customers through high quality products and excellent customer care. All of our products are All Natural, Made in the USA, and GMP certified, so you know that you’re getting the strength, composition, quality, and purity displayed on the label.