What I've been up too

Since the last time I posted nothing eventful has happened. Lately I have been having so much hatred in my heart. This hatred is not directed at anyone its just how I feel. I've go back and forth from anger to hatred. I have an appointment on the 30th to start the process of seeking help. I know people told me it wasn't going to be easy but I never in a million years would have expected it to be this much. I don't know how to deal with all of this and I'm pretty sure there is nobody that knows how to deal.

So I'm sure your well aware of the fact that mama loved ladybugs. So to honor her i got a ladybug tattoo. As well as getting a tattoo with my bestest friend.

I have been trying to keep busy as much as possible. 

I decided to revamp Secret Sisters . It is a pen pal program for Military Spouses. If you'd like to join please feel free. 

Also we had a first with Roo. He learned how to jump into Belle's hammock. She's not to happy about that.

Today was a really rough day emotionally for me. I have my ups and downs like everyone, mine are just extremely heightened. So anyways I came home from work with flowers waiting for me. 

I know i have been slacking on the Thankful Saturday, but sometimes I find it very hard to be thankful for anything. Yes I know I should count my blessings but right now I feel as though I am not blessed. 

Anniversary Weekend

This past weekend was our 1yr Anniversary. So we planned a mini vacation. We went to VA Beach and Bush Gardens. After a little mishap we were able to make sure our furbabies were taken care of.

The Beach was so much fun. We got to take an Old Time Photo as well as ride horses on the beach.
We also got to partake in the Flag Ceremony for the Kite Festival.

On Sunday we went to Bush Gardens and since we are a Military family got to go for FREE. 

The cones are Pizza, omg they were so good!!!!! And of course how can you go to Bush Gardens without leaving with goodies.  I have always wanted a Claddagh Ring, my mama had one for as long as I could remember and I could never find one that I liked up until now!!!  Of course I had to get the glass blown lady bug!! My daddy had gotten my mama some masquerade masks on a trip to Nola the had went on years ago and I always liked them. Well daddy said I could have them so of course I added to the collection and I think that I picked out some that she would love.  I have always wanted to know what the "Bauer" family crest was, so of course when I saw that they do that there I had to get it. My husband wanted to do "Chance". I must say that they are cool. They had an option that we could get both of them with our names and year we got married, but I couldn't see myself paying what they wanted for it. But next time we go (whenever that may be) I definitely will cave and get it. 

All in all the trip was much needed and I am so glad that we got to go. 

So monday we went to a dealer to trade in my husbands car........ well instead of getting a jeep like I wanted to, I let him get a truck. 

Despite me loosing this battle to be honest I am kinda glad that we got this because now we could do a partial ditty move and pull my car.